June 21, 2007

~ Randomly...

Pieces. Pieces. Pieces of me.

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You know the point where you tread on the thin line of being sober and being drunk. That exact point when you are still conscious of your surrounding, yet that very surrounding feels surreal. And your head feels light. In fact, you feel light. As if you were on a ship that's sailing not on water but in the air.

And motion, either too much of or that is too quick, makes you sick. Nauseous or giddy or both, to be exact or not so exact.

That's my new acquaintance with my body. It's a new development as far as my body signals go. Happens when I sleep too late (even if it's still a minimum of 7 hours) or when I sleep too little (even if I had gone to bed early).

But admittedly, the more often I feel that way, the more I don't think it's a bad thing. Somehow, the feeling of being light and floaty, and feeling everything around is surreal, has its own appeal too. Is this a new kind of addiction?

Except I don't like the annoying pulling of the neck muscles (my doc just taught me that I'm no sufferer of migraines; but just tensed shoulder and neck muscles). Thankfully, there's the medicine. Even more thankfully, the medicine makes me darn drowsy.

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That day, Whying and Sok were registering for their modules online. Module registration. They were reading through module outlines and trying to design their timetable for the semester. Undoubtedly, to make it a 4 days study week. Or less, if they could.

I got as excited as them. I went slightly hysterical when I saw the modules the Sociology Dept in NTU was offering. I told Whying to take the module then let me do the assignment. Sounds ridiculous. But that was not why she didn't choose the module. It's cos she wants to choose one that has 4AUs and that one was only 3AUs. And some of the Soc modules had pre-requisites, so they couldn't register for it.

I damn miss studying. Many times, I whined that I want to go back to studying, that I want to be doing what they were doing - registering modules.

I soooooo want to go back to studying... deja vu...

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:48